(via wnq-writers)
You broke my heart.
I tell myself that if I could go back to the first day I spoke to you, I’d have walked away. But that’s not true, I’m glad I met you. I’m glad we didn’t work out.
You see, we started off with something nice and beautiful. You were always so patient and understanding. Never complaining but always accommodating. I thought I had found someone that really got me.
I thought wrong.
Turns out strong emotions scare you and reveal your true self. You were too much of every negative bit of me; Anger, anxiety, condemnation, bitterness. You were the embodiment of all my negative energy. The more I gave myself to you, the more I lost myself.
Sometimes I wonder what could have been of us. I wonder why we couldn’t work out our differences. I wonder why you had to be so difficult and selfish. I wonder what magic we could’ve had together. I think of you everyday and want to know how you are. But I know you’re no good for me so I pray for you and hope the best for you.
Through my experience with you God showed me that everything works out for my good. I’m learning to love myself more and be patient, caring, accommodating and positive to myself. I’m learning to be all I hoped you’d be.
So, thank you. Thank you for breaking my heart.
(via wnq-writers)
You don’t have to apologize for the way you choose to protect your heart .